Saturday, October 23, 2010

Don't we all love the Decembers

This single matches her holiday season songs very nicely~
SO SHAM NICE!


I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized that I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door
I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.


All the time

MEAN TAYLOR




You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me

You, have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board calling me out when I'm wounded

You, picking on the weaker man
You can take me down
With just one single blow

But you don't know
What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies, and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them

I walk with me head down
Trying to block you out,  'cause I never impress you
I just want to feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Because you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know
What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listenin'

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunken and goin' on all about
How I can't sing

And all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar
And pathetic
And alone in life

And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean!

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
YEAH EAH!
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?



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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I feel SO tired...

I absolutely hate it when my whole body is all floppy and left with little or no energy at all but my mind is totally wide awake. Sheez!
I just fell asleep while lying on the bed to rest for awhile and woke up around 2-3 hours later feeling blur and even MORE TIRED THAN BEFORE. Now, my muscles are aching and my body is STILL very tired. Hmph!
Tomorrow is supposed to be the day for me to actually get some shut eye and relax a little but NOOOO they just have to make us go for an unnecessary talk and make me travel back and forth totalling to 2 hours spent on transport and 2-3 hours in school! %@#&!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Yes, I know it's late

I just got this sudden urge to PS something and since I have tons of Gakuchi's and Ayuayu pics, I thought that I might as well PS them together!

I used this: 

LOL big file!

And this: 
Looking glass…who is the fairest of them all?
AYUAYU!
XD

Then you PS them together you get
*drumroll*

TADA!

Stooopid yellow Ayu then GACKT GACKT SO WHITE!
I spend like 30mins doing the colour! WTH!
Anyway, I like the outcome.
YAY!

This is for Geakie who thinks that this two should get together and have a house full of beautiful children and I ARGEE TOO!
XD
Seriously…
Pretty girl + Pretty boi = BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN

HAHA! My theory = EPIC WIN
=D

OMG! I just realised that the "a" on GACKT's FACE IS STILL THERE!
*faints*


I can't find my fainting bear!
Hmph!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I LOVE the Malfoys and Bill/Fleur is LOVE

YESH! I'm in the Harry Potter craze mood! 
>.<

I was just doing my own thing then I saw this fantastic fan art of Sirius and Regulus Black!
SO OMG NICE!

I think it's just me having a thing for bro-love just like Sasuke and his brother, Itachi.
Wait, I'll show you…

EPIC FIGHT SCENE!
I LOVE ITACHI'S LONG FLOWING HAIR!
Flying hair FTW!
>w<

 I can't stand any other BL fanarts or suggested ones lest the characters are bros, REAL bros.
Maybe it's just me and a thing for incest.
O.o

BACK TO HP!

Of course I still LOVE het pairings over these.

In HP, I ship Bill/Fleur!

OMG! I HEART NAMI'S WORK.
SHE ALSO SHIPS THE SAME THING AS I DO!
*faints*

Then The Malfoys!
OMG. I can never get over this.
You might think I'm sick shipping Draco's parents but then again…maybe I am.
XD


And of course Nami's fanart of them:

Hehe~
I'm a pervert.
>/////<

And of course Severus deserved much better.
And this pic conveys so much emotion that I simply cannot ignore it. 
Even though I don't ship Severus and Lily…

BLOOD + TRAGIC = OMG NICE
>.<

Ready for shipping pic spam?
8D

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Narcissa having a thing for long-haired blondes.

True love is not superficial.
Bill & Fleur

Click to see original.
'"Your wand, Lucius. I require your wand.' 'I…' Malfoy glanced sideways at his wife. She was staring straight ahead, quite as pale as he was, her long blonde hair hanging down her back, but beneath the tables her slim fingers closed briefly on his wrist. At her touch, Malfoy put his hand up into his robes, withdrew a wand and passed it along to Voldermort, who held it up in front of his red eyes, examining it closely." — Deathly Hallows Ch 1  

HAHA! This reminds me of my stuff toys!
>.<

This is SO sweet!

You guys should check out the mini comics that deviantart artist Makani did. Here's the website: acciobrain!

Another "aww" situation!
Ron & Hermy

Poor Severus AGAIN.
TT^TT

LOVE FLUER'S BOOTS HERE!
Hah~

I found this cute!
Like an old cartoon!

 This cosplay is rather spot on.
*w*

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I just HAVE to end with a bloody SasuSaku!

PEACE & LOVE

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Nothing personal

I was blog-hopping and I realised something.
I don't post about my personal life much.
Almost every blog that I come across (friends and ex classmates) tend to revolve around their personal life and what they have done over the weekends and such. All of them so personal and human like a diary of their very own — something so raw that only I can wish to attain.
Talking about my personal life is something hard for me. I find them rather mundane and there's nothing much to talk about…really. But as I read other people's life and daily going-ons their life seems much more interesting and fun compared to that of mine. Maybe because it's told from a different perspective…
I find all these personal things a weakness that people can pick on and know your true self. I'm terrified of people that I'm not close with knowing the me thoroughly in and out. I don't know why but I just do. I hate showing weaknesses of any kind.
Seems like I'm not as fearless as I thought. But sometimes pretending to be makes one kinda fearless even if it's not for long.
I'm hiding and putting on a facade AGAIN hoping that no one else finds out about this fragile little girl in me that I try so hard to protect.

It all comes down to me.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Walking On Sunshine!

Bueh! I wanted to embed a YouTube vid of NaruHina here BUT the vid just HAD to be embed disabled! 
WTH!

Anyway, it's a FANTASTIC AMV go watch it here: Walking On Sunshine (NaruHina)
Seriously, it's good. 
=D

I don't go all out for this pairing but I would love for the both of them to get together!
So sorry if you don't know them just sit back and enjoy cuz it's PIC SPAM TIME!
>.<

SO CUTE RIGHT?

She's in his jacket!

NOW HE'S IN HER JACKET!
HAHA!
XD

Hush…now just hug me.
*faints*

I LOVE NAMI'S WORK!
SHAM!

Hinata is supposedly the heiress of her clan which is very reputable for their bloodline limit: Byakugan
However, Naruto (before he knew that he was the son of the 4th hokage (village leader thing), was just a parentless kid that always go all out to seek attention from people; making trouble and irritating people. 
Plus people knew that Naruto had the Nine-tailed fox sealed in him which made the villagers think that he's no different from a beast and they avoid him at all cost. 
When they were young, Naruto saved Hinata from a group of bullies once and Hinata never forgotten it and despite what the people said she had grown to love him.
BUT Naruto, being Naruto, is a little (no, VERY) dense and he kinda doesn't know about this until she actually confessed to him. Meh.
So, now it is unknown whether Naruto will come to love this girl who had a unwavering devotion to him even when everyone treated him like dirt.
Bleh. 

NaruHina love people!