I don't post about my personal life much.
Almost every blog that I come across (friends and ex classmates) tend to revolve around their personal life and what they have done over the weekends and such. All of them so personal and human like a diary of their very own — something so raw that only I can wish to attain.
Talking about my personal life is something hard for me. I find them rather mundane and there's nothing much to talk about…really. But as I read other people's life and daily going-ons their life seems much more interesting and fun compared to that of mine. Maybe because it's told from a different perspective…
I find all these personal things a weakness that people can pick on and know your true self. I'm terrified of people that I'm not close with knowing the me thoroughly in and out. I don't know why but I just do. I hate showing weaknesses of any kind.
Seems like I'm not as fearless as I thought. But sometimes pretending to be makes one kinda fearless even if it's not for long.
I'm hiding and putting on a facade AGAIN hoping that no one else finds out about this fragile little girl in me that I try so hard to protect.
It all comes down to me.
