REpost. HAHA!

SIG!

LOVE! 

No, nothing's stoping me now.

Before everything I just wanna say, I DO love my parents. They moulded me into the way I am, whether I hate it or not. But sometimes, everything just falls.

Hey. Don't blame me for thinking that other people's parents are better than mine. The not-letting-me-hang-out-with-friends is one thing but promising me something and going back on it is a whole new situation all together. My eyes are swollen and my jaws ache from me trying to stop them from shaking.
I already told them before that I'm going to the concert and all AND they even offered to pay more than half of the price for me.

And then just today I told them that the discount was no more and I need to pay the full $178 this monday and they just bite back at me saying oh no you didn't tell us about that and we are NOT paying. They even accuse that my friend might be cheating me. WTH! And then they went on about how why I'm not buying the cheapest ticket or just don't go. Of course I told them that it's Taylor! I can't NOT go! You can blame me for being a spoilt brat but PLEASE don't go saying Taylor made me rebel and all. NO! SHE CHANGED MY LIFE AND IT'S NOT LIKE I'M WATCHING TAYLOR LIVES EVERY MONTH! Then the rant about how they are the ones bringing the money in and I shouldn't spend their money like it's free or what came upon me.

The thing is, I don't ask my parents for extra money or such. Everything that feeds my wants are all paid by me saving my pocket money cent by cent and purchasing them myself. I even told them that I don't need Christmas or birthday presents for that ticket but heck, they told me that they can just don't buy anything. Telling me that I should not buy storybooks and "useless things" and suggesting that they should cut my money so that I've just enough to buy food. Seriously, is it just my parents?

Another thing is threatening to throw away my computer cuz I'm not spending enough time with them in the living room (hello, we spend the whole weekends together all the time?) and blaming the internet for teaching me to stand up against them. I know they expect me to be that girl who just do EVERYTHING her parents say. But I'm growing up aren't I? AND telling me that I can quit poly cuz it's changing me. People change. From child to teen. If they can't accept this, then how am I to become an adult.

Sometimes, I wonder if they're really want me to live with no computer, no storybooks, no music and just do house chores all day as though I'm just a daughter with no likes and wants just some child that they feed and send to school.

What hurts me most is that, it's MY parents that are holding my passion and dreams back. Not anyone else. I would think that parents are supportive are there for you on your worst days but hell no. Not for me.

Too much protection just makes me want freedom more.

Don't break me too much, I might not be able to pick those pieces up again.

Don't worry Jazzy. I'm paying for the tickets and going to see Taylor even if it kills me.

I wanna see Taylor, BAD

I really REALLY want the tickets. Why is the world so unfair to goon doo people like me? And that fan-base priority thing blah! It's just nonsense and anyone can just book tickets in advance. And now that I've missed it, I need an OCBC card to book. If not, I'll have to wait till 8 Nov which most probably no tickets are left—I would even buy the crappy tickets, seriously.

TAYTAY AND TOBTOB =D

Every time I watch Taylor's Mine MV I would always tear up at the same scene: from where they argue and Taylor runs out. That part is just a major tearjerker for me…then again it might be just ME — stooooopid cry baby…

Then from yesterday I got obsessed about these two, Taylor And Toby! And I went into stalker mode. XDDDDD

TAYLOR FACEPALM FTW!

HEHE.

I like her heart locket she has around her neck.

SHAM!

One of my favourite scenes in Mine where she looks at him then looks away when he turns to face her~

It's so sweet.

YAY!

Taylor looks so pretty here!

>.<

NICE

Boat scene!

SHAM!

The tearjerker scene!

T^T

Taytay looks so CUUUUTE here.

=D

 Is this the end of pic spam?

HAHA!

Ignore me, seriously

I should get this too!

HEHE.

Speak Now DELUXE ED

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

IAEKUDJVBALIUKFJVbeilfcneaisekJBUAKJFBNSUKBJ!

CAN'T WAIT TO LISTEN TO ALL THE SONGS ON SPEAK NOW! OMGOMGOMGOMG!

Like what I said on my twitter, I'm in such a Taylor mood that I'm going to pic SPAM my blog! iaujbvIUAKjfbiUKBFILUAKWJFBNIJIKjhiwkjsbfciskjbij incomprehensible feelings and no words to describe aljfvnaskdjbgviuaskjbfniksjnUBIUKJBAEIUKJBfnsldjbnvoislkbNUBEIKJBbjnvwowrnd!

Don't we all love the Decembers

This single matches her holiday season songs very nicely~

SO SHAM NICE!

 Taylor Swift - Back to December 

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized that I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door

I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

MEAN TAYLOR

  Taylor Swift - Mean

You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me

You, have knocked me off my feet again

Got me feeling like a nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board calling me out when I'm wounded

You, picking on the weaker man

You can take me down

With just one single blow

But you don't know

What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides

And your wildfire lies, and your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again

As if I don't already see them

I walk with me head down

Trying to block you out,  'cause I never impress you

I just want to feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around

Somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now

Because you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know

What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar

Talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion

But nobody's listenin'

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things

Drunken and goin' on all about

How I can't sing

And all you are is mean

All you are is mean

And a liar

And pathetic

And alone in life

And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean!

But someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

YEAH EAH!

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

(Why you gotta be so mean)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

(Why you gotta be so mean)

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

(Why you gotta be so mean)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

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I feel SO tired...

I absolutely hate it when my whole body is all floppy and left with little or no energy at all but my mind is totally wide awake. Sheez!
I just fell asleep while lying on the bed to rest for awhile and woke up around 2-3 hours later feeling blur and even MORE TIRED THAN BEFORE. Now, my muscles are aching and my body is STILL very tired. Hmph!
Tomorrow is supposed to be the day for me to actually get some shut eye and relax a little but NOOOO they just have to make us go for an unnecessary talk and make me travel back and forth totalling to 2 hours spent on transport and 2-3 hours in school! %@#&!

Yes, I know it's late

I just got this sudden urge to PS something and since I have tons of Gakuchi's and Ayuayu pics, I thought that I might as well PS them together!

I used this: 

LOL big file!

And this: 

Looking glass…who is the fairest of them all?

AYUAYU!

XD

Then you PS them together you get

*drumroll*

TADA!

Stooopid yellow Ayu then GACKT GACKT SO WHITE!

I spend like 30mins doing the colour! WTH!

Anyway, I like the outcome.

YAY!

This is for Geakie who thinks that this two should get together and have a house full of beautiful children and I ARGEE TOO!

XD

Seriously…

Pretty girl + Pretty boi = BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN

HAHA! My theory = EPIC WIN

=D

OMG! I just realised that the "a" on GACKT's FACE IS STILL THERE!

*faints*

I can't find my fainting bear!

Hmph!

I LOVE the Malfoys and Bill/Fleur is LOVE

YESH! I'm in the Harry Potter craze mood! 

>.<

I was just doing my own thing then I saw this fantastic fan art of Sirius and Regulus Black!

SO OMG NICE!

I think it's just me having a thing for bro-love just like Sasuke and his brother, Itachi.

Wait, I'll show you…

EPIC FIGHT SCENE!

I LOVE ITACHI'S LONG FLOWING HAIR!

Flying hair FTW!

>w<

 I can't stand any other BL fanarts or suggested ones lest the characters are bros, REAL bros.

Maybe it's just me and a thing for incest.

O.o

BACK TO HP!

Of course I still LOVE het pairings over these.

In HP, I ship Bill/Fleur!

OMG! I HEART NAMI'S WORK.

SHE ALSO SHIPS THE SAME THING AS I DO!

*faints*

Then The Malfoys!

OMG. I can never get over this.

You might think I'm sick shipping Draco's parents but then again…maybe I am.

XD

And of course Nami's fanart of them:

Hehe~

I'm a pervert.

>/////<

And of course Severus deserved much better.

And this pic conveys so much emotion that I simply cannot ignore it. 

Even though I don't ship Severus and Lily…

BLOOD + TRAGIC = OMG NICE

>.<

Ready for shipping pic spam?

8D

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Narcissa having a thing for long-haired blondes.

True love is not superficial.

Bill & Fleur

Click to see original.

'"Your wand, Lucius. I require your wand.' 'I…' Malfoy glanced sideways at his wife. She was staring straight ahead, quite as pale as he was, her long blonde hair hanging down her back, but beneath the tables her slim fingers closed briefly on his wrist. At her touch, Malfoy put his hand up into his robes, withdrew a wand and passed it along to Voldermort, who held it up in front of his red eyes, examining it closely." — Deathly Hallows Ch 1  

HAHA! This reminds me of my stuff toys!

>.<

This is SO sweet!

You guys should check out the mini comics that deviantart artist Makani did. Here's the website: acciobrain!

Another "aww" situation!

Ron & Hermy

Poor Severus AGAIN.

TT^TT

LOVE FLUER'S BOOTS HERE!

Hah~

I found this cute!

Like an old cartoon!

 This cosplay is rather spot on.

*w*

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I just HAVE to end with a bloody SasuSaku!

PEACE & LOVE

Nothing personal

I was blog-hopping and I realised something.
I don't post about my personal life much.
Almost every blog that I come across (friends and ex classmates) tend to revolve around their personal life and what they have done over the weekends and such. All of them so personal and human like a diary of their very own — something so raw that only I can wish to attain.
Talking about my personal life is something hard for me. I find them rather mundane and there's nothing much to talk about…really. But as I read other people's life and daily going-ons their life seems much more interesting and fun compared to that of mine. Maybe because it's told from a different perspective…
I find all these personal things a weakness that people can pick on and know your true self. I'm terrified of people that I'm not close with knowing the me thoroughly in and out. I don't know why but I just do. I hate showing weaknesses of any kind.
Seems like I'm not as fearless as I thought. But sometimes pretending to be makes one kinda fearless even if it's not for long.
I'm hiding and putting on a facade AGAIN hoping that no one else finds out about this fragile little girl in me that I try so hard to protect.

It all comes down to me.

Walking On Sunshine!

Bueh! I wanted to embed a YouTube vid of NaruHina here BUT the vid just HAD to be embed disabled! 

WTH!

Anyway, it's a FANTASTIC AMV go watch it here: Walking On Sunshine (NaruHina)

Seriously, it's good. 

=D

I don't go all out for this pairing but I would love for the both of them to get together!

So sorry if you don't know them just sit back and enjoy cuz it's PIC SPAM TIME!

>.<

SO CUTE RIGHT?

She's in his jacket!

NOW HE'S IN HER JACKET!

HAHA!

XD

Hush…now just hug me.

*faints*

I LOVE NAMI'S WORK!

SHAM!

Hinata is supposedly the heiress of her clan which is very reputable for their bloodline limit: Byakugan

However, Naruto (before he knew that he was the son of the 4th hokage (village leader thing), was just a parentless kid that always go all out to seek attention from people; making trouble and irritating people. 

Plus people knew that Naruto had the Nine-tailed fox sealed in him which made the villagers think that he's no different from a beast and they avoid him at all cost. 

When they were young, Naruto saved Hinata from a group of bullies once and Hinata never forgotten it and despite what the people said she had grown to love him.

BUT Naruto, being Naruto, is a little (no, VERY) dense and he kinda doesn't know about this until she actually confessed to him. Meh.

So, now it is unknown whether Naruto will come to love this girl who had a unwavering devotion to him even when everyone treated him like dirt.

Bleh. 

NaruHina love people!