I love taylorconnect and Happy New Year.

Happy New Year people!

Like OH. MY. GAWD.

Okay, I was pretty psyched when the official Taylor store had the option to ship internationally so people way out of US can get their little hands on some Taylor merch without bidding on ebay or something but…

Order Total	USPS USA	International
$0.00 - $19.99	$5.00	$30.00
$20.00 - $39.99	$7.00	$40.00
$40.00 - $59.99	$9.00	$50.00
$60.00 - $79.99	$11.00	$60.00
80.00+	$14.00	$70.00

LOOK AT THE FRIGGIN' SHIPPING PRICE!

No thanks, I'll just grab whatever I'll get my hands on 9th Feburary. 

I shall bring my entire life-savings there. 

But then again, you never know cuz when the "MUST-BUY-TAYLOR-MERCH-NAO" feeling comes…I might just go nuts.

Had my eye on this since FOREVER.

JAZZY's A GRAMMAR NAZI!

I saw this on tumblr and I immediately thought of JAZZY!

LOOOOL

I've NOT been blogging AGAIN cuz iwasbusywithcasandmostlyontumblr. 

Heh. 

I'm getting the camera to shoot this Friday with the condenser mic!

I have the idea but I'm not sure whether somethings might work out or not cuz idunnohowtousefinalcutproandmrfredneverteachushowtomakeexplosions.

I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS!

We'll glow at the concert, literally.

Today on the train home with Pearl, we were discussing about what we should do to stand out from the other fans so that we can get picked to attend the T-Party (where selected fans get together and meet Taylor). We already have glow sticks in mind and we're planning to adorn ourselves in handmade glow bracelets and necklaces! And hairbands with glow in the dark heart shape things sticking out of them! We could get black T-shirts and paint "T" and "S" on each of them and wear them during the concert too! I'm so excited and I can't wait!!! 

Tearing me hair out

I've saved over a thousand pics in a day. I'm gonna die sorting my pics cuz I found out that a bunch of them are not in the right folder and I discovered an even better way of sorting them! Gah! 

And the only folder that is very in place is my onionheads folder.

SHAM!

Happy 21st Birthday TAYLOR!

Happy 21st birthday!

She broke records and made a difference in this world!

Taylor Alison Swift

Stay FEARLESS!

Ribbons and bows

20 more days till Chrismas! >.<

Curly ribbons!

One of those cards

Rather than not posting anything I thought I'll post another card picture that I made here. XD

Love the ribbon details. 

How is it that things will change?

Holidays are coming! YEAH! 3 weeks! But then again CAs are piling up, maybe this time it's slower but it's still THE CAs. Gah. I was thinking of getting a job during the holidays and earning extra money for the preparation to spend like crazy on Taylor merch.

One can never have too many LOVELOVELOVE bracelets. You can wear 10 on one arm and 10 on the other, no probs. I'm really looks forward to that. HEHE. Maybe I can find some lax job that with flexible timings so that I can do my projects and have some "me" time.

I bought Sims 3 Late Night today. Don't know whether it's on impulse or not cuz I kinda planned to purchase it and even have a rough idea what to create.

Oh! I just received a call asking for payment for the TaySwift fanclub T-shirt. Seriously, I don't know what I was thinking about when I ordered it. It's ORANGE. O-R-A-N-G-E! GAH! Anyway, I'll just erm wear some cardigan over that. WHY WOULD ANYONE PICK ORANGE? NO ONE LOOKS GOOD IN ORANGE. Jeez! I chose black but those Swifties have no idea…orange pffft. I like orange BUT not bright, construction workers, Naruto jumpsuit orange!

Okay, dinner's here! All the misery above are mostly self-inflicted. As usual.

Thankful For Swift

Taylor and her bestie, Abigail!

NBC had a thanksgiving special on Taylor. Her lives are really awesome TTM! XD

All the clips of the special have these little sections that tells us how the song she performed came. So cool right?  

Story Of Us

Haunted

Mean

Enchanted

Back To December

And of course Long Live

YAY FOR COUNTRY!

BMI! Country song writer of the year!

CMAs (Country Music Award) ended but Taylor didn't win anything. Miranda Lambert got most of the awards and I'm not upset about that cuz Miranda is a great country artist whom I also adore (not as mush as Taylor though >.<). Lady Antebellum won the best vocal group and single of the year. They are THAT good, seriously. I LOVE THEM ALL! 

Hehe. I'm supposed to be in the midst of studying for tomorrow's VPPP test but I'm just totally bored out of my wits to go on without a 'mini' break here and there. XD

Argh! Can the person who borrow Lost season 1 volume 2 RETURN the DVD so I can continue watching in chronological order?! 

Speak Now is too 'new' to be considered into the CMAs this year but who knows, next year it's Taylor's year. She'll have 4-5 awards in her arms again in no time :P

Bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid

Being lazy to even log in to post something is a very absurd reason to not post anything at all. But it's really frustrating that the 'Remember me' thing doesn't work at times and I have to sign in manually all over again each time. 

I'll be bulldozing about Taylor again! HEHE.

YAY! So I got the album, found out that I've been cheated but heck care I feel great and I had the album on loop for the longest time (it still is)! I like it how each album surpasses the previous ones in every way and Speak Now is an album that every song on it can be made into a single and people would fight dragons to get their hands on it. XD

My favourite song on this album has got to be Long Live. It's a song that she wrote for her band and everyone who is in this together. Long Live all the magic we made! 

Taylor's story behind Long Live:

"Long Live," (in parentheses "We Will Be Remembered"), is the first song where I've ever had parentheses in the title. Besides that, though, this song is about my band, and my producer, and all the people who have helped us build this brick by brick. The fans, the people who I feel that we are all in this together, this song talks about the triumphant moments that we've had in the last two years. We've had times where we just jump up and down, and dance like we don't care how we're dancing, and just scream at the top of our lungs, "How is this happening?" And, I feel very lucky to even have had one of those moments, nonetheless all the ones that I got to have.

"Long Live" is about how I feel reflecting on it. This song for me is like looking at a photo album of all the award shows, and all the stadium shows, and all the hands in the air in the crowd. It's sort of the first love song that I've written to my team. 

(Purple because that's her favourite colour!)

Long Live 

I said remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild
We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives would never be the same
You held your head like a hero on a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age
Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I pass the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now
We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming this is absurd
Cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall

Will you take a moment, promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long long live the walls we crashed through
How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
And I was screaming long live
All the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid
Singing long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

At the end of our years together, you'll know everything about Taylor.

REpost. HAHA!

SIG!

LOVE! 

No, nothing's stoping me now.

Before everything I just wanna say, I DO love my parents. They moulded me into the way I am, whether I hate it or not. But sometimes, everything just falls.

Hey. Don't blame me for thinking that other people's parents are better than mine. The not-letting-me-hang-out-with-friends is one thing but promising me something and going back on it is a whole new situation all together. My eyes are swollen and my jaws ache from me trying to stop them from shaking.
I already told them before that I'm going to the concert and all AND they even offered to pay more than half of the price for me.

And then just today I told them that the discount was no more and I need to pay the full $178 this monday and they just bite back at me saying oh no you didn't tell us about that and we are NOT paying. They even accuse that my friend might be cheating me. WTH! And then they went on about how why I'm not buying the cheapest ticket or just don't go. Of course I told them that it's Taylor! I can't NOT go! You can blame me for being a spoilt brat but PLEASE don't go saying Taylor made me rebel and all. NO! SHE CHANGED MY LIFE AND IT'S NOT LIKE I'M WATCHING TAYLOR LIVES EVERY MONTH! Then the rant about how they are the ones bringing the money in and I shouldn't spend their money like it's free or what came upon me.

The thing is, I don't ask my parents for extra money or such. Everything that feeds my wants are all paid by me saving my pocket money cent by cent and purchasing them myself. I even told them that I don't need Christmas or birthday presents for that ticket but heck, they told me that they can just don't buy anything. Telling me that I should not buy storybooks and "useless things" and suggesting that they should cut my money so that I've just enough to buy food. Seriously, is it just my parents?

Another thing is threatening to throw away my computer cuz I'm not spending enough time with them in the living room (hello, we spend the whole weekends together all the time?) and blaming the internet for teaching me to stand up against them. I know they expect me to be that girl who just do EVERYTHING her parents say. But I'm growing up aren't I? AND telling me that I can quit poly cuz it's changing me. People change. From child to teen. If they can't accept this, then how am I to become an adult.

Sometimes, I wonder if they're really want me to live with no computer, no storybooks, no music and just do house chores all day as though I'm just a daughter with no likes and wants just some child that they feed and send to school.

What hurts me most is that, it's MY parents that are holding my passion and dreams back. Not anyone else. I would think that parents are supportive are there for you on your worst days but hell no. Not for me.

Too much protection just makes me want freedom more.

Don't break me too much, I might not be able to pick those pieces up again.

Don't worry Jazzy. I'm paying for the tickets and going to see Taylor even if it kills me.

I wanna see Taylor, BAD

I really REALLY want the tickets. Why is the world so unfair to goon doo people like me? And that fan-base priority thing blah! It's just nonsense and anyone can just book tickets in advance. And now that I've missed it, I need an OCBC card to book. If not, I'll have to wait till 8 Nov which most probably no tickets are left—I would even buy the crappy tickets, seriously.

TAYTAY AND TOBTOB =D

Every time I watch Taylor's Mine MV I would always tear up at the same scene: from where they argue and Taylor runs out. That part is just a major tearjerker for me…then again it might be just ME — stooooopid cry baby…

Then from yesterday I got obsessed about these two, Taylor And Toby! And I went into stalker mode. XDDDDD

TAYLOR FACEPALM FTW!

HEHE.

I like her heart locket she has around her neck.

SHAM!

One of my favourite scenes in Mine where she looks at him then looks away when he turns to face her~

It's so sweet.

YAY!

Taylor looks so pretty here!

>.<

NICE

Boat scene!

SHAM!

The tearjerker scene!

T^T

Taytay looks so CUUUUTE here.

=D

 Is this the end of pic spam?

HAHA!

Ignore me, seriously

I should get this too!

HEHE.

Speak Now DELUXE ED

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

IAEKUDJVBALIUKFJVbeilfcneaisekJBUAKJFBNSUKBJ!

CAN'T WAIT TO LISTEN TO ALL THE SONGS ON SPEAK NOW! OMGOMGOMGOMG!

Like what I said on my twitter, I'm in such a Taylor mood that I'm going to pic SPAM my blog! iaujbvIUAKjfbiUKBFILUAKWJFBNIJIKjhiwkjsbfciskjbij incomprehensible feelings and no words to describe aljfvnaskdjbgviuaskjbfniksjnUBIUKJBAEIUKJBfnsldjbnvoislkbNUBEIKJBbjnvwowrnd!

Don't we all love the Decembers

This single matches her holiday season songs very nicely~

SO SHAM NICE!

 Taylor Swift - Back to December 

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized that I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door

I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

MEAN TAYLOR

  Taylor Swift - Mean

You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me

You, have knocked me off my feet again

Got me feeling like a nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalk board calling me out when I'm wounded

You, picking on the weaker man

You can take me down

With just one single blow

But you don't know

What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides

And your wildfire lies, and your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again

As if I don't already see them

I walk with me head down

Trying to block you out,  'cause I never impress you

I just want to feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around

Somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now

Because you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know

What you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar

Talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion

But nobody's listenin'

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things

Drunken and goin' on all about

How I can't sing

And all you are is mean

All you are is mean

And a liar

And pathetic

And alone in life

And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean!

But someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

YEAH EAH!

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

(Why you gotta be so mean)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

(Why you gotta be so mean)

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

(Why you gotta be so mean)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

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I feel SO tired...

I absolutely hate it when my whole body is all floppy and left with little or no energy at all but my mind is totally wide awake. Sheez!
I just fell asleep while lying on the bed to rest for awhile and woke up around 2-3 hours later feeling blur and even MORE TIRED THAN BEFORE. Now, my muscles are aching and my body is STILL very tired. Hmph!
Tomorrow is supposed to be the day for me to actually get some shut eye and relax a little but NOOOO they just have to make us go for an unnecessary talk and make me travel back and forth totalling to 2 hours spent on transport and 2-3 hours in school! %@#&!

Yes, I know it's late

I just got this sudden urge to PS something and since I have tons of Gakuchi's and Ayuayu pics, I thought that I might as well PS them together!

I used this: 

LOL big file!

And this: 

Looking glass…who is the fairest of them all?

AYUAYU!

XD

Then you PS them together you get

*drumroll*

TADA!

Stooopid yellow Ayu then GACKT GACKT SO WHITE!

I spend like 30mins doing the colour! WTH!

Anyway, I like the outcome.

YAY!

This is for Geakie who thinks that this two should get together and have a house full of beautiful children and I ARGEE TOO!

XD

Seriously…

Pretty girl + Pretty boi = BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN

HAHA! My theory = EPIC WIN

=D

OMG! I just realised that the "a" on GACKT's FACE IS STILL THERE!

*faints*

I can't find my fainting bear!

Hmph!