Gah. I haven't been doing much writing lately or any writing at all. I feel so weird and all. Like there's something gnawing inside of me scraping and screaming to get out. Yet again I feel that my other blog is too exposed and I really feel that I should never write anything personal there. Seriously, it's one of my worst nightmares. To have me put my innermost thoughts up on a very public site is just OMG no.
I'm really scared for my CA10s. There's just so much to do and so little time and creativity left! Just a few days ago I was telling Jazzy about how our lecturers wring us dry till not even a drop of creative juice is left for school (not the nonsense stuff we do for the net — that will never run dry). I really want to start on this idea I have for a SasuSaku fanfic and tie up some loose ends for the older ones but with this many CAs I think they'll have to wait till the official holidays are here. I see everyone spilling out their heart contents into their blog but I just can't. I'm sorry. I do trust people but I really need this little reservation to keep myself sane.
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