REpost. HAHA!

SIG!

LOVE! 

No, nothing's stoping me now.

Before everything I just wanna say, I DO love my parents. They moulded me into the way I am, whether I hate it or not. But sometimes, everything just falls.

Hey. Don't blame me for thinking that other people's parents are better than mine. The not-letting-me-hang-out-with-friends is one thing but promising me something and going back on it is a whole new situation all together. My eyes are swollen and my jaws ache from me trying to stop them from shaking.
I already told them before that I'm going to the concert and all AND they even offered to pay more than half of the price for me.

And then just today I told them that the discount was no more and I need to pay the full $178 this monday and they just bite back at me saying oh no you didn't tell us about that and we are NOT paying. They even accuse that my friend might be cheating me. WTH! And then they went on about how why I'm not buying the cheapest ticket or just don't go. Of course I told them that it's Taylor! I can't NOT go! You can blame me for being a spoilt brat but PLEASE don't go saying Taylor made me rebel and all. NO! SHE CHANGED MY LIFE AND IT'S NOT LIKE I'M WATCHING TAYLOR LIVES EVERY MONTH! Then the rant about how they are the ones bringing the money in and I shouldn't spend their money like it's free or what came upon me.

The thing is, I don't ask my parents for extra money or such. Everything that feeds my wants are all paid by me saving my pocket money cent by cent and purchasing them myself. I even told them that I don't need Christmas or birthday presents for that ticket but heck, they told me that they can just don't buy anything. Telling me that I should not buy storybooks and "useless things" and suggesting that they should cut my money so that I've just enough to buy food. Seriously, is it just my parents?

Another thing is threatening to throw away my computer cuz I'm not spending enough time with them in the living room (hello, we spend the whole weekends together all the time?) and blaming the internet for teaching me to stand up against them. I know they expect me to be that girl who just do EVERYTHING her parents say. But I'm growing up aren't I? AND telling me that I can quit poly cuz it's changing me. People change. From child to teen. If they can't accept this, then how am I to become an adult.

Sometimes, I wonder if they're really want me to live with no computer, no storybooks, no music and just do house chores all day as though I'm just a daughter with no likes and wants just some child that they feed and send to school.

What hurts me most is that, it's MY parents that are holding my passion and dreams back. Not anyone else. I would think that parents are supportive are there for you on your worst days but hell no. Not for me.

Too much protection just makes me want freedom more.

Don't break me too much, I might not be able to pick those pieces up again.

Don't worry Jazzy. I'm paying for the tickets and going to see Taylor even if it kills me.

I wanna see Taylor, BAD

I really REALLY want the tickets. Why is the world so unfair to goon doo people like me? And that fan-base priority thing blah! It's just nonsense and anyone can just book tickets in advance. And now that I've missed it, I need an OCBC card to book. If not, I'll have to wait till 8 Nov which most probably no tickets are left—I would even buy the crappy tickets, seriously.

TAYTAY AND TOBTOB =D

Every time I watch Taylor's Mine MV I would always tear up at the same scene: from where they argue and Taylor runs out. That part is just a major tearjerker for me…then again it might be just ME — stooooopid cry baby…

Then from yesterday I got obsessed about these two, Taylor And Toby! And I went into stalker mode. XDDDDD

TAYLOR FACEPALM FTW!

HEHE.

I like her heart locket she has around her neck.

SHAM!

One of my favourite scenes in Mine where she looks at him then looks away when he turns to face her~

It's so sweet.

YAY!

Taylor looks so pretty here!

>.<

NICE

Boat scene!

SHAM!

The tearjerker scene!

T^T

Taytay looks so CUUUUTE here.

=D

 Is this the end of pic spam?

HAHA!

Ignore me, seriously

I should get this too!

HEHE.

Speak Now DELUXE ED

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

IAEKUDJVBALIUKFJVbeilfcneaisekJBUAKJFBNSUKBJ!

CAN'T WAIT TO LISTEN TO ALL THE SONGS ON SPEAK NOW! OMGOMGOMGOMG!

Like what I said on my twitter, I'm in such a Taylor mood that I'm going to pic SPAM my blog! iaujbvIUAKjfbiUKBFILUAKWJFBNIJIKjhiwkjsbfciskjbij incomprehensible feelings and no words to describe aljfvnaskdjbgviuaskjbfniksjnUBIUKJBAEIUKJBfnsldjbnvoislkbNUBEIKJBbjnvwowrnd!

Don't we all love the Decembers

This single matches her holiday season songs very nicely~

SO SHAM NICE!

 Taylor Swift - Back to December 

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized that I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door

I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom made nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

All the time